this website is my love letter 2 neocities
This site is a work of love. I code this website in bursts of creativity, staying up all night.
So you can slow down here- time and space aren't quite the way you've had to get used to here.
There's a thin line between incomprehensible rambling and some of my best work. They're all created in some sort of haze where I'm up all night and surprised by how fast the sun comes up, so dissociated and confused about dreams and reality. In the daytime everything outside of me is just shapes that don't mean anything. But a lot of the time people tell me they like the things I make that start off as ideas I'm scared of being crazy and delusional for having. No, you shouldn't romanticize the productive parts of hypomania. But it also doesn't mean none of it is worth anything or meaningful to you. 
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some ways ive described myself:
cat
like if a tumblr gxrl was a boyblogger
comorbid bpd&bipolar-fueld rage and hope (hand in hand)
what makes a computer a gxrl or a boy? the same things that make any of us those things i suppose....
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